I'm going to blow it today

We are going out to dinner tonight and using a Groupon for Rumors Steakhouse. I have been dying to try their spinach and crab dip with wonton chips. I know it has a lot of calories, but I really want to try it. I love their crab cakes, so that is what I am getting for my entree. I will either get a side salad or veggie to go along with it. I am going to try to skip the wine. Although I just remembered they have great bread. I think I am just going to get what I want. The plan next week is to lower my calories down to 1200. As long as I do it gradually, it doesn't seem too hard. I think I was eating 1400 in December, and that's when I was actually losing weight! Today- Breakfast - 2 pieces of toast and water Lunch -leftover steamed rice and sesame chicken I am making Kellen's birthday cake and I won't lie I had a little icing today.