Hallelujah!

I finally got my period! It was 12 days late and I was terrified that I was pregnant, even though I took a test last week. It is not a baby I am scared of, but packing on 50 pounds on top of this! If we have a 3rd, we are not until I have lost all my weight. Yesterday I did great. I had a bunch of calories at the end of the night, and ate 3 oreos, and half a choco taco (my mom brought them over for Kellen's bday). I still ended at 1167. Today, not so good. I got a headache this afternoon. I don't know what my deal is. I am 300 over, and am starving and sickly feeling, plus I have cramps, so I will probably have a piece of toast in a few minutes. Breakfast was an english muffin and mocha, lunch was half of a turkey sandwich from Firehoue subs and triscuits (this lunch is what messed me up). Dinner was a baked potato and a tiny bit of pulled pork. I am not much of a pork fan, but Lee smoked some pork this fall so it was an easy dinner to pull out of the freezer. For snacks I had light string cheese and some darj chocolate, plus a granola bar. I think all that chocolate last night brought my cravings back!